(Tuesday, July 29, 2008 / 29.7.08)
my ex-bestfriend juz wrote something abt me today......
wth....
she say i tell her tat she badmouth me.....
and i was angry....
actually i wasnt.(actually a bit)
i mean do u wan a friend tat badmouth u?
she say she didnt, den why she go around askin ppl
whether they like me?
is she trying to say she dosent like me
if she cannot stand wad action i do
why muz she say behind my back
why cant she juz say INFRONT of me?
is useless saying behind my back...
she say she is juz sayin wad she feel abt me
why cant she juz tell me?
she say i was trying to gain popularity.......
why she cant juz ask me if i were....
she said behind my back......
she wont get an answere sayin tat...
cos i am not even tryin, i juz went recess with
other ppl except with her cos is awkward
and btw i didnt try to gain popularity fyi
when i read, i feel like cryin lah....
she say she cry in the bathroom....
SO! she didnt want her family to noe abt it
and dun wan them to see the weak side of her
u cant hide anything.....i mean she wont feel
tat BAD if she tell her mother
she probably can take it easier....
she should get over it and we can juz be
classmates
i was actually very angry with her....
cos she insulted my mother....but i did not
i was damn angry with her lah
she say i changed but actually i didnt
i juz change from bein so "ba gua"
i called her selfish cos she made tay jia hui(a friend)
to choose between me and her.....
now tat is being selfish and unreasonable
she said she hate those who hang out with me
tat is called bieng selfish...
she keep say i changed....
i changed from bein not "ba gua"
isnt tat good?
we totally have no topic to say cos wad she say
i not interested...
she is always toking abt ming xing.....i totally not
INTERESTED NOW
is not i do it on purpose, i juz really have not interest in it..
wad she want me to do...she say she is confused.....
soo am i
since this year is gonna end, we will juz stay as classmates
we may not even go to the same school next year......
whereas for tay jia hui...
no offense...but she is doin actions tat is very irritating...
for a second, i hope she can go recess with my ex-bestfriend
and stop following me...
but a good thing about her is she is VERY LOYAL to a friend
if u treat her cold she still treat u as a friend
which i fell guilty abt treating her bad.
and treat her better....
i think if my ex-bestfriend sees this
it explains all her doubts.....
and just get over it
if she wants to keep remembering it
and cry,not wanting her family to see the weak side of her
i think, she will not be able to take it easily
when she goes to sec sch etc.
and had friendship problems....
i dun get it wad is wrong letting your family see the weak side of you
in fact u can "kan kai yi dian" it will be better
there is nothing to hide from families